Man Whore cancelled. Some medical emergency. As I thought more about it I realized how many times that’s come up on evenings he is supposed to hang out with me. I’m finding myself doubting the truth of the story. And was trying to be 007 to see if I could verify his story last night and then caught myself and questioned why I would not believe him. I’ve never doubted his honesty before.
I had the school girl outfit all ready, the toys laid out, the bed arranged just so, the candles ready. I knew better. I just knew better. Shame on me.